The truth is it is super hard to care about fashion right now. I created a facebook group that has become the center of my life over the past six months. But when grief enters your life, you have to take a tangent. It's like suddenly time bends. Other people go on with their lives and it feels like watching sports reruns or fast forwards at a distance. But you're in a liminal space. And truly, who cares what you're wearing?
What I meant by the "I'm so not cool" title is that I can imagine blogging in a much more enticing way, but I can't find the coolness.