2011

Saturday, December 31, 2011

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Monday, December 12, 2011

Split Definition - My Two Selves


My Mind

I am designed to think and worry, but need to decide how much attention to place upon this.  I am able to guide others with my perceptiveness and step-by-step thought process, when there really is something to fix.


I try to fix everything with mental solutions. I think I have an answer for everything, but may just want to get things off my mind; I need to use discernment.

I have pressure to find answers, to focus on logic.  I am constantly surveying my environment and evaluating validity and effectiveness.  I am by nature a Doubting Thomas.



I am designed with introspection is to look inward, to study and to investigate – in order to be prepared. Always thinking, thinking, thinking, a born problem-solver and abstract thinker.

I ponder all the possibilities, constant quest examining everything, religion, philosophies, history.

Genius, knowing is updated moment by moment, finding collective formulas, inner breakthroughs, when you're ready. The unique, different mind, that is truly open.


The Gate of Insight is the energy of awareness and knowing. To communicate the observed insight successfully, however, you need to wait to be recognized before speaking. The voice of this channel is, ''I know''.



My Body

You have a drive to be active and are happiest when you are busy. The key to success is to be immersed in something you love. You don't appreciate being distracted. It is vital that you're engaged with people and projects you love.

No one is better at getting things done in a crisis. The unique combination of might energy with gentle intuition means you weild your powerful hand in a velvet glove. Bring healing to others, but remember to meet your own needs first.

You are in the flow of life and have an incredible knack for the right timing. It's also about knowing when to introduce something or someone new into your environment and when to change directions in your life.

Yearning for a voice and recognition, finding the words to express what we are uniquely, deep melancholy, yearning to make a difference with our presence in life, empowering uniqueness. You prefer to be left alone and be left to your own devices, but also to draw attention.

This to me relates to sometimes having difficulty finding the right words to express my deeper or transcendant thoughts to the world. They often come out too abstract or nearly unintelligible to others.

Fixed Rhythms energy is a mechanical need to have fixed rhythm in your life. Your habits will have an unconscious push to have rhythm. Perhaps you eat at 6 pm and nothing should interfere with that schedule.

 The archetypal humanitarian, seeing all people as one big family. You believe in equality and fairness. You connect to all walks of life.

Intuitive clarity: contemplation and recognition of what deeds should be brought into form.


Needing someone to give me guidance
I can constantly waste energy by being too busy

Intuitive clarity in the now, spleen, integration gate, complex, to
penetrate the other through listening to them, relationship, fear of
tomorrow, what changes in relationships due to communication.

health and success of the form, power of memory and recognition,

Caring is nurturing energy and is the need to care and take care of one another. This caring is tribal and is directed toward family, group or team. It is about providing nourishment and protection to preserve the unit.

deepest thirst for knowing and truth

The Game Player energy is the struggle for the meaning of life, the struggle to find your divine connection. Through the struggle you become incredibly wise about the meaning of life. The shadow side is the fear that life has no meaning.

This is the tendency to forever overextend yourself and commit to things before knowing if they are truly right for you. Commitment becomes a gift when you only truly commit to the right things.

This energy is the drive to say ''Yes''. It may lead to over commitment, but the energy includes the perseverance to push through where others quit.

Your experiences come so thick and fast you must retreat from time
to time to take complete breaks. Your difficulty is knowing when to
do so, if you don't, you face chronic fatigue.

anger outbursts when chasing. Restlessness, asking "what does it all mean?"

The sense that the wheel needs to turn. It is not a logical next step, but a sense that this is the right direction to go. Like walking around a wheel there will need to be another step and then another step to keep the wheel turning.

Intrinsic sense of responsibility towards family and community you serve.

Friendship is the family or tribal side of community. This is the emotional side of being part of the tribe. There is always a strong underlying desire to be part of a group, family or community.

You have rich imagination. Tendency towards fantasy. Find an inner balance between giving and receiving. The genetic wheel of samsara, dreamy, hyperactive, anticipation, emmanation.
It is an emotional energy of regrouping in preparation for the next expansion.



Introspection is to look inward, to study and to investigate – in order to be prepared. When you think about those words you can see that these are strategies that would be useful in overcoming insecurity.

You have the abillity to teach material well-being. Dominance, timid, pompous, synergy, communion.The Gatherer energy is about having control of things and allowing others to use those things for a price. Whether it is physical, emotional, or mental this energy seeks reward for allowing others to use what is yours.

how gender differences fascinate us, transcending sexual identity in ways it might block communication. A radar beacon emitting an offer of intimacy to see who will respond. An eagerness to give birth to new projects. Stay aligned with your authority. Transmute sacral activity to sacred activity.

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Edgar Cayce and David Wilcock


I had heard that David Wilcock has astrology so similiar to Edgar Cayce that it indicates that he is possibly his reincarnation.  I thought I would also look at their human design charts.

"The charts shown above, for Edgar Cayce and David Wilcock, born 96 years apart, show an amazing similarity in soul and personality. In studying and practicing the Divine science of Astrology for over twenty years, I have never seen such a remarkable re-convergence of the ‘personal' planets (Sun, Moon, Mercury, Venus and Mars)." Brian MacNaughton

Edgar Cayce, Generator Emotional Authority

David Wilcock, Manifestor, Emotional Authority




Send me an email: janerekas@hotmail.com Jane Rekas, LCSW

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Human Design Channels



The Channel of Charisma, 34 - 20, links the Sacral Center through the 34 (where my North Node is), the Gate of Power, to the 20 (where my South Node is), the Gate of Now in the throat. Here we have the "classic" Manifesting Generator.

We have to be clear in our understanding that a Manifesting Generator can manifest but only in response. Even in response they have to wait for the clarity that only comes after they start their response. They don’t really know if they have the uh-huh response until they begin to respond.

Since this is one of the Integration Channels people with this channel defined are simply being busy for themselves and about themselves. Without a sense of what it is doing, the channel often needs guidance from others from time to time. Yet as part of the Individual Circuitry (it shares the 20), the 20-34 is attuned to an acoustic harmony, and tends to be deaf to input from outside sources.

People with this channel may think they have to stay busy and can appear to the outside observer as amazing in the scope of accomplishment. But without a clear response mechanism, the 20 - 34 can easily wind up frustrated in their personal sense of achievement and utterly exhausted.

Good advice to give people with this channel: Unless you want to end up trapped into being a work horse for somebody else's gain, don't do or say anything unless you are responding. The business has to happen out of response. Only then will you make sure you are busy for yourself, otherwise life will be depressing.




The Channel of the Archetype - 34-57, links the Spleen Center through the 57 (where my Subconscious Mars), the Gate of Intuitive Clarity, to the 34 (where my South Node is), the Gate of Power in the Sacral Center.

Here we are seeing the actual empowerment of intuitive intelligence as the sacral is connected to the spleen. It is a direct link from the power of life to the awareness of health and well being.

Keep in mind, however, that this is not a channel to empower others and keep in mind, as well, that in the sense of the not-self it is the most arrogant of all channel configurations.In a pretty bold fashion this channel proclaims, 'I'm the one that has the power to survive'. And it couldn't care less if you can or not. You barely exist to them.

This is why they are Archetypes. These people are designed to be Archetypes. of being human. They are pure in their focus to be alive. Like an arrow in the sky their life force shoots by you. It is neither shared with you nor meant to empower you. It is simply alive.

How that life force moves through space will depend on their full chart. But overall they are an archetype of how all our charts are unique.

The 34th gate is the Power of the Great and when it feeds into the 57, we have this archetype from our ancient mammalian past that stands above the rest in terms of being able to kill the most animals for survival. The 57 operates on an acoustic level to screen all sounds for an ongoing sense of harmony.

The 34, as a Generator Gate, responds with great power to implement things according to acoustic changes that may affect one’s realm of harmonic well-being.

The 34 - 57 is the archetype of aliveness and anyone with this channel in their Design can be extremely fit and healthy, - provided they follow their Design strategy. Sharing the 57 with Individual channels, it is prone to melancholy and a tendency to attach reason to being moody. Provided any person with this channel is clear about the nature of their moods, and adjusts to them without trying to fix them, they remain healthy.



Channel of Logic - 63/4 Subconscous Saturn - Subconscious Moon

The Channel of Logic – 63-4, links the Head Center through the 63 (where my Subconscious Saturn), the Gate of Doubt, to the 4 (Subconscious Moon), the Gate of Formulization in the Ajna. People with this channel tend to be pretty busy mentally. “Is it going to rain next week? Well, based on typical patterns for this time of year, the current barometric pressure and cloud cover there is a strong possibility….”



You see, what the channel is doing is posing some question, looking for recognizable patterns, factoring in current data, and making a prediction as to the future. And of course if anyone else happens to be around it can’t help but share the question and the answer – whether that other person cares if it’s going to rain. The thing about logic is that it can be perfectly impeccable and still be wrong!

This is, by the way, a rather pleasant magnetic connection between people. Anyone with the Gate 63 wants to share their doubts and anyone with Gate 4 really enjoys sharing their solutions. It works best when they both understand that it is the sharing that provides the satisfaction. The 63 can’t expect the solutions from the 4 to necessarily be useful, nor can the 4 expect only ‘good’ questions from the 63.



Channel of Rhythm - 15/5 Jupiter – Moon, Mars and Subconscious South Node

The Channel of Rhythm – 15-5 links the Sacral Center through the 5 (where my Moon, Mars, and Subconscious South Node), the Gate of Waiting to the 15 (where my Jupiter is), the Gate Modesty in the G. This is the channel of being in the flow, and is the foundation of all biological life. Gate 5 holds to fixed patterns and rituals, while the 15 is the Gate of Extremes. The purpose of extremes is always to level the playing field, to act as a force that balances things out.



People with the 15-5 live in their own timing. You have an appointment to meet a 15-5 at 6 pm? They show up when their own internal sense of time tells them to show. That could be at 5pm, at 7pm or not all. Now they aren’t just showing up at an odd time because they want to show up at an odd time.

The reason they do this because they have a sense of what the right time really is for them. And they share that sense of time with everybody else. People with the 5 -15 are very influential in bringing others into their own timing. This can often work to the benefit of others in subtle ways.

In the section on the Black and the Red of Personality and Design, the magnetic monopole was discussed in relation to holding together the illusion of separateness of the personality and the design and bringing them together. The 15th gate carries that heightened monopole function.

A magnet has both a north and a south pole – there is a repulsive pole and an attractive pole. When you are dealing with the magnetic monopole you are dealing with one pole and the magnetic monopole only attracts. Because it is connected to the vessel of love it is always pulling everything else towards it. So one of the things to understand about 15/5 people is that they are always sharing their magnetism.

Remember how the 18/58 shares their judgment; this is the same way that the 15/5 shares their flow. They are putting you or pulling you into the flow for your own good because 15th gates loves humanity and cares about you. But it is important to see that the sharing of the 15/5 is that they are literally magnetically yanking you into their flow sharing their magnetism.

Send me an email: janerekas@hotmail.com Jane Rekas, LCSW

Human Design


Human Design Rave Chart: Jane 10/27/65 11:07 am SF, CA


My Channels:
  • Channel of Charisma or Keeping Busy - 20/34 North Node - South Node
  • From the Throat to the Sacral.  You have a drive to be active and are happiest when you are busy.  The key to success is to be immersed in something you love.  You don't appreciate being distracted.  It is vital that you're engaged with people and projects you love.
  • Channel of the Archetype/Power - 34/57 South Node - Subconscious Mars
  • From thee Sacral to the Spleen.  Connection from raw energy of the sacral to the survival instincts of the spleen.  No one is better at getting things done in a crisis.  The unique combination of might energy with gentle intuition means you weild your powerful hand in a velvet glove.  Bring healing to others, but remember to meet your own needs first.
  • Channel of Logical Mind - 63/4 Subconscous Saturn - Subconscious Moon
  • From the Ajna to the Crown.  You are designed to think and worry, but to also decide how much attention to place on this and when.  You are able to guide others with your perceptiveness and step-by-step thought process, when there really is something to fix.
  • Channel of Rhythm - 15/5 Jupiter – Moon, Mars and Subconscious South Node
  • From the Sacral to the G/Self.  You are in the flow of life and have an incredible knack for the right timing.  It's also about knowing when to introduce something or someone new into your environment and when to change directions in your life.

http://www.yourownauthority.com/free-resources/64gates
1st line - introspection.
2nd line - hermit.
3rd line - trial and error.
4th line - externalization.
5th line - projection.
6th line - role model.


Gate 1 The Creative : 6 yang lines, empowerment, knowing, G self creativity, potential for self-expression, towards throat, yearning for a voice and recognition, finding the words to express what we are uniquely, deep melancholy, yearning to make a difference with our presence in life, empowering uniqueness.  You prefer to be left alone and be left to your own devices, but also to draw attention.
Promethean fire, beauty. Hanging: 8
subconscious Neptune 1.5 projection 
The energy to attract society.

This to me relates to sometimes having difficulty finding the right words to express my deeper or transcendant thoughts to the world. They often come out too abstract or nearly unintelligible to others.

4/63 Experimental - Logic
Channel 4: Youthful Folly / Mental Solutions : in
Ajna, collective logic, can we share what we know, finding
commonalities in our difficulties, explanations, understanding, yet
it is an illusion, just a medium not an end.  You will try to fix
everything.  Your mind must be kept active.  You think you have
an answer for everything, but may just want to get things off your
mind; use discernment. "Forgiveness is the thunderbolt that is released when one begins to attain Christ Consciousness."  The Gate of Formulization gives you the drive to want to find the answer. Not just any answer but the ONE answer.
 – subconscious Moon 4.2 hermit just doing its thing, acceptance
The recognition of limitation in oneself and others leads to tolerance and the suspension of judgment.  Moon exalted.  The glorification of feelings.  The mother which always pardons the errant child.  The potential to recognize that not everyone can understand.



Channel 63: After Completion / Gate of Doubts :
Head, pressure to find answers, head, all ends are a beginning, gate
of doubt and suspicion, mental pressure to focus on logic, you are constantly surveying your environment and evaluating validity and effectiveness, by nature a Doubting Thomas –
Subconscious Saturn 63.6 role model

Nostalgia. In the spiral of life, all endings are beginnings.


Channel 5: Waiting : sacral,
waiting for understanding, let life reveal to you the real answers
you need, fixed rhythms, not jumping ahead of life, waiting for life
to unfold.  Set your intentions and long term goals and be confident.
Pessimism, pushiness, patience.
Fixed Rhythms energy is a mechanical need to have fixed rhythm in your life. Your habits will have an unconscious push to have rhythm. Perhaps you eat at 6 pm and nothing should interfere with that schedule.

Moon 5.2 hermit, Mars 5.6 role model and Subconscious South Node 5.2 hermit just doing its thing.  Inner peace.  The ability to ignore the temptation to take premature action.

Channel 15: Modesty / Humanity : G center,
love, balance between extremes, being human with a body and mind,
resenting all humans for the sins of one, beauty and beast, true and
not self, we all have a shadow, that you must express love “this
way” (form).  The archetypal humanitarian, seeing all people as one
big family.  You believe in equality and fairness.  You connect to all walks of life.
Dullness, empty, extremist, magnetism.
 - Jupiter 15.4 externalization, exalted.  A genuine form that may/or may not mask inadequacies.  The uncomfortableness of the Self when it it out of flow.  Modesty as a shield against exposure of inadequacy.

One of the most special attributes of the knowing circuit is integration. Integration is a very unusual configuration where the 20th gate, the 10th gate, the 34th gate, and the 57th gate all impact each other. Now, this is very unusual. If you look at the way in which the mechanics of the body graph operate, and you look at channels, what you're basically looking at is that there is always just a simple polarity: there's a gate at one end and there's a gate at the other end. But when you're looking at integration and you're looking at these four gates, they can combine in any number of ways.


Channel 20: Contemplation/ Gate of the Now :
throat, transforming understanding into correct action, being able
to be present in the now, intuitive clarity.   Bringing yourself into the
present moment, harboring no regrets, sitting, watching, contemplating
Absent, hectic, self-assured, divine relaxation, presence.
The Gate of the Now is the energy of contemplation and recognition of what deeds should be brought into form.

North Node 20.6 role model
Contemplation which results in the ability to apply understanding.


Needing someone to give me guidance
20/34 can constantly waste energy by being too busy

Channel 34 The Power of the Great / The Beauty of the Beast:
: sacral, the power inside any seed, the power to be, power is
only great when it serves the common good which is life, using power
correctly empowering you without harming anyone, you serve the
common good when you go about your business with your own power,
power moves through us, in response.  Self-effacing, bullish, strength, where epiphany meets majesty.
South Node 34.6 role model
Knowing when enough is enough.

Gate 57 The Gentle / Fear of Tomorrow / A Gentle Wind:
intuitive clarity in the now, spleen, integration gate, complex, to
penetrate the other through listening to them, relationship, fear of
tomorrow, what changes in relationships due to communication.
Unease, hesitant, impetuous, intuition, clarity.
Subconscious Mars 57.2 hermit just doing its thing
Cleansing. The clarity to establish proper values and ideals must be accompanied by resolute determination to maintain them.

Gate 26 Taming the Power of the Great
: knowing how to handle life, Ego, seeking material stability,
health and success of the form, power of memory and recognition,
egoism, projector channel, looks for well being of others as well,
to serve and guide, territorial, control and negotiation, surrender
to life. Sacred tricksters, manipulative, artful, invisibility.
 The Egoist is the gate of the deal maker or the salesman. From this energy can come manipulation and lies, or truth.
 – Venus 26.4 externalization Hanging: 44
Censorship. The alteration of memory through elimination.
Gate 27 Nourishment/Food of the Gods :
Sacral pointing to Spleen, how the mother takes care of the child,
nourishment of the continuity of the species, enhancement of quality
of all activities through caring or altruism, not knowing when
enough is enough (food, worry, control).  Generosity to others for basic needs.  You need to take care of yourself first!  win-win
Self-sacrificing, self-centered, altruism, selflessness, love=superfood.
Caring is nurturing energy and is the need to care and take care of one another. This caring is tribal and is directed toward family, group or team. It is about providing nourishment and protection to preserve the unit.
- Earth 27.3 trial and error
Greed. The obsession with having much more than one needs.


Gate 28 Preponderance of the Great/Embracing the Dark Side: what is life all about? potential awareness, risk taking, projector gate in spleen, risk from not acting also, and now what?, deep fear of death, deepest thirst for knowing and truth.

The Game Player energy is the struggle for the meaning of life, the struggle to find your divine connection. Through the struggle you become incredibly wise about the meaning of life. The shadow side is the fear that life has no meaning.

 - Sun 28.3 trial and error
Adventurism.  Unfounded risk taking.  
Hanging: 38

Gate 29 The Abysmal or Commitment, Leaping into the Void: deep within the deep, persistence despite difficulties, sacral, depth of the
body, collective, sharing the body by being together with another
in your aura space, commitment to life, what is right for me?  This is the tendency to forever overextend yourself and commit to things before knowing if they are truly right for you.  Commitment becomes a gift when you only truly commit to the right things. Over-committing, being unreliable, devotion.

This energy is the drive to say ''Yes''. It may lead to over commitment, but the energy includes the perseverance to push through where others quit.

Subconscious Mercury 29.6 role model Hanging: 46
Confusion. The state that exists when momentum outstrips awareness.



Gate 31 Influence / Retreat/ Sounding Your Truth: the law of
friction, throat (which does not connect to a motor), not self tries
to have impact or fix others, part of circuit of understanding,
live anchored in your form, meet in the aura.  The natural storyteller.
Your experiences come so thick and fast you must retreat from time
to time to take complete breaks.  Your difficulty is knowing when to
do so, if you don't, you face chronic fatigue.

The Gate of Leading is the voice of the leader. The leadership is only truly successful when properly supported by its complementary gate 7, The Role of the Self.

 – Subconscious Sun 31.5 projection, interpersonal 
Self-righteousness.  Lack of external influence guaranteed by attitude.
Hanging: 7


Gate 35 Progress / Wormholes and Miracles: throat, “I feel,” desiring change, manifesting gate of human experiential way, exploring possibilities, going for it, maturing fully, then “I stay, let me move deeper into this experience, no need to search anymore,” finding the experiencer (you), anger outbursts when chasing.  Restlessness, asking "what does it all mean?"  Bored, Manic, Adventure, Inner Space (the final frontier), Boundlessness.
The Gate of Change is the sense of a need for change. The sense that the wheel needs to turn. It is not a logical next step, but a sense that this is the right direction to go. Like walking around a wheel there will need to be another step and then another step to keep the wheel turning.

Subconscious North Node 35.2 hermit just doing its thing Hanging: 36
Creative block. Lack of inspiration which stops progress.


Gate 37 The Family : solar plexus (to ego), no choice, dealing with things as they are, belonging, not being alone, marriage, friendships, interdependence, can be blind, control of sexuality.  Fondness for food (breaking bread with others).  Intrinsic sense of responsibility towards family and community you serve.
Weakness, Over-Sentimental, Cruel, Equality, Tenderness.
Friendship is the family or tribal side of community. This is the emotional side of being part of the tribe. There is always a strong underlying desire to be part of a group, family or community.

Saturn 37.6 role model Hanging: 40
Purpose. The energy to maintain the family is enhanced by recognizing its values.

Gate 41 Decrease or Imagination: limitation of resources that maximizes the development of potential, spiritual, root, the capacity to see more in less, magical, yin/yang fills and empties, new cycles of experience, desire for the
new/growth/maturation/attunement with what is your own nature.  You have rich imagination.  Tendency towards fantasy.  Find an inner balance between giving and receiving. The genetic wheel of samsara, dreamy, hyperactive, anticipation, emmanation.
The Gate of Contraction is the energy of contracting or pulling back. It is an emotional energy of regrouping in preparation for the next expansion.
Subconscious Earth 41.5 projection, interpersonal Hanging: 30
Authorization. The external recognition of one's potential despite limitations.


Gate 43 Breakthrough : ajna gate of genius, knowing is updated moment by moment, finding collective formulas, inner breakthroughs, when you're ready.  The unique, different mind, that is truly open.  Deafness, worried, noisy, insight, epiphany.
The Gate of Insight is the energy of awareness and knowing. To communicate the observed insight successfully, however, you need to wait to be recognized before speaking. The voice of this channel is, ''I know''.


 - Neptune 43.1  Introspection is to look inward, to study and to investigate – in order to be prepared. When you think about those words you can see that these are strategies that would be useful in overcoming insecurity. The 1st line is basically insecure.
Patience. 

Hanging: this is where I need someone with 23
to connect to the throat!


  
Gate 45 Gathering Together / Cosmic Communion: throat, “I have” or “I don't have,” informing before taking action, what is tangible in similarity with another in interests and commitments, overlapping, the Queen, tribal dynasties.  "Your Majesty." You have the abillity to teach material well-being. Dominance, timid, pompous,  synergy, communion.
The Gatherer energy is about having control of things and allowing others to use those things for a price. Whether it is physical, emotional, or mental this energy seeks reward for allowing others to use what is yours.

Subconscious Jupiter 45.6 role model Hanging: 21
Reconsideration. An outsider that can admit that its prior rejection was an error, will generally be accepted into the gathering.  Jupiter demands conformity.  A material direction that is focused on conditioning the outsider to conform.
    
47/64 - Experiential

Channel 47: Oppression / Realization, Transmuting the Pastajna – Uranus & Pluto 47.2 hermit and 47.1 introspection
just doing its thing
Introspection is to look inward, to study and to investigate – in order to be prepared. When you think about those words you can see that these are strategies that would be useful in overcoming insecurity. The 1st line is basically insecure.  Always thinking, thinking, thinking, you are a born problem-solver and abstract thinker.  Oppression, hopeless, dogmatic, transmutation (the royal art), transfiguration, the true meaning of the crucifix.
47.1 Taking stock. 47.2 Ambition.

The energy of the Realizing Gate is to pull the abstract pieces from the complementary gate 64 into a whole cohesive idea in the ''AHA!'' moment. This is the epiphany and is the creation of a whole concept or process from the abstract, without using logic. Before it was pieces and now it is a whole.


Channel 64: Before Completion / Gate of Diverse Possiblities, The Aurora :
Head, ability to review memory, the past, gate of duality, head, the
self-esteem of the not-self is never very high when dependent on
the other, what do you do when relationships don't seem to work,
this is the gate of inspiration in what happens to you with others,
not based on codependence, not fearing your aloneness, not looking
for a way out, looking through your form.  You ponder all the
possibilities, constant quest examining everything, religion,
philosophies, history.  Confusion, imitating, imagination, illumination.
 – Subconscious Uranus
& Pluto 64.2 hermit just doing its thing and 64.4 externalization

64.2 Qualification 64.4 Conviction


Gate 59 Dispersion or Intimacy: reproduction, sexual identity, the aura breaker, how gender differences fascinate us, transcending sexual identity in ways it might block communication.  A radar beacon emitting an offer of intimacy to see who will respond. An eagerness to give birth to new projects.  Stay aligned with your authority.  Transmute sacral activity to sacred activity.
Subconscious Venus 59.5 projection, interpersonal Hanging 6
The femme fatale of Casanova. 

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Saturday, November 26, 2011

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Oprah Article


5 Ways to Survive Your Next Family Gathering
Strategy #1: Give Up Hope
The hope that our families will act perfectly—or even reasonably well—sets us up to whack the tar baby, to be incapacitated by the dysfunctions we'll almost certainly encounter.
Strategy #2: Set Secure Boundaries
Strategy #3: Lose Control
Remember this: Any attempt you make to control other people actually puts you under their control.
Strategy #4: Become a Participant Observer
Strategy #5: Debrief


7 Swords - This is an interesting placement for the seven of swords. As I would interpret it in this situation... possibly you went out to battle without letting anyone know? You forgot a few swords and weren't prepared for what you went off to fight and you're sneaking back in the window so as not to wake anyone and pick up the two you forgot. Maybe you don't need to be sneaky about it. It's evident you feel inadequate, and the five swords you carry are already heavy enough. Perhaps you could change your mind and put the swords back?

Another possible interpretation is that someone else took your swords and left you with only two... and you feel bereft and inadequate, and downright betrayed by the loss of those five swords. The thief didn't feel they could do without them, however, and maybe they tried to leave you at least something? Look at the guilt on his face. You caught him in the act. .. but he's already out the window and falling backwards ... there's no turning back now. Can you let him have the swords without holding blame over him? Don't forget the 5 of Wands here, either, as the emotions created by this can war with your physical wellbeing.
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excerpt from reading by Donna

Another interpretation of Seven of Swords

The Seven of Swords is a card that appears in your Tarot reading to reveal issues of breaking free, doing things your own way and abandoning group ideals. The Seven of Swords is seen as a card of saving yourself; this can have positive elements to it, as in many personal transformations.... There is also an element of haste in this card, an indicator of moving fast in a decision making process.

Under a cloudless golden sky, the card depicts a man tip-toeing away from some desert tents. There are two swords stuck into the ground by the entrance to the closest tent. The man has five swords in his arms. The man is stealing the swords belonging to whoever is in the tent and he is making a quick getaway. The thief manages to be stylish, though, always depicted in a fez-style hat, with some Tarot decks making sure his quick-footed boots are colored red to match his hat. In most versions of Tarot decks he is scampering across the desert vista, in plain sight for us to see. The most important part of this illustration is the plain fact that, even with his hands full, the thief has not taken all of the swords.

The thief is not necessarily a negative character. Everyone operates in secrecy and to their own advantage on some occasions. In relationships, we sneak around to find out information on the men we love. In office politics, we are often forced to act behind the back of someone to ensure our job security. Anyone who is self-employed knows that going out and doing it on your own means using any bit of information that can be acquired about your competitors.


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The Seven of Swords
The Lord of Futility represents the times in life where we feel too overwhelmed and doubtful to act decisively toward our problems. It will usually appear when there are difficult decisions to be made, or when situations arise that require we take action. Because we are weary, feeling over-stressed and helpless, we do nothing. As a result, of course, things inevitably get worse.

Often fear will be a big issue - fear of doing something wrong, fear of taking responsibility, fear of being even more hurt and feeling worse than we already do. In the end, we simply have to take our courage in both hands and, like The Fool, take that leap forward. The fact that we have acted will help us to break from of the Lord of Futility and to move on.

The Seven of Swords
When the Lord of Futility rules the day we are, inevitably, in for a bit of a tough few hours. Work will tend to pile up, and conspire against our best efforts to get through it all. We will often feel as though we don't want to work, as well, which of course will make everything feel worse.

We might also fall into the trap of worrying unnecessarily about things that haven't yet happened, and probably never will. This wastes our energy and makes us feel despondent and futile.

So - what to do? For a start, we need to ensure we take our senses of humour to work with us again!

We also need to look at any pressing fears or worries and ask ourselves if, realistically we actually KNOW we have something to worry about. If we are objective and honest when we answer the question, very often we'll find we are feeling down in the mouth, and are actively looking for things to get anxious around. We can do this just to try to take control of a day on which we feel out of control. And it probably does us no good at all.

And anyhow - remember - what you put your attention on grows. Worry about your bank overdraft, and it will get bigger. Worry about your mound of work and it will increase. Worry about whether a disaster is just around the corner and you'll invite one!!

Affirmation: I centre my attention on the task before me, and complete it with ease.



Monday, November 21, 2011



A second cousin sent me a pic of us together in 1984.  I cropped her out, but you can see her on my FB.  Anyway, look how soft and pudgy my face was then.  Soft, subtle, dimply.


This is my mother when she was in her late 20s and me recently.

I am so struck by the 3 nature of her face.  The inverted triangle or heart shaped jaw and chin.  There is more of an enchoing of that in my pic here than in my 20s.  But still my nose and mouth are softer.

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AstroFaces




http://www.habarbadi.com/astrofaces/

"Astrofaces is a research study seeking to verify Astrology  for modern science with photographs of subjects grouped by the zodiac signs of their Sun, Moon & Ascendant. Do people who share the three most prominent factors in the chart resemble each other? Does the shape of time show in our faces?"

You can sort the database by Sun, Moon, Rising combos, here's mine:

Monday, November 14, 2011

Planets on the Ascendant


Planets near the Ascendant also affect appearance:
"The First House has to do with your "outer personality", the impression you make on people when they first see you. But it goes beyond that. It also shows how you begin anything, your first approach, your first action. For instance, someone with an Aries Ascendant (Aries Rising) will tend to charge right in, while a Taurus Rising person has to take their time and build up momentum. A Leo rising will get someone else to do it for them (probably some poor soul with Virgo Rising). The placement of planets in the First House is also important."


"Sun – adds height/weight and a big broad smile. Sun gives a stronger body and vitality; complexion is fair; hair is fair or golden, blue eyes and strong chin.

Moon – has a round, “moony” type of face.  Moon gives a broad forehead, small nose and the tip stubbed. Hands and feet are small... face is usually round or Moon shape especially if rising in Cancer.

Mercury – adds height and a pointed chin. Mercury gives a slim body, black hair , usually grey eyes, sharp in expression; nose is long, narrow and pointed, usually bent; lips are thin.

Venus – attractive, beautiful complexion and may have dimpled cheeks or cleft in chin.  Venus gives a handsome body; full face and full lips; straight short nose; usually brown but often blue eyed; oval face and with dimples in cheek and chin.

Mars – sometimes hair is reddish or auburn. Pimples or scars on the face, may also have a ruddy complexion or sometimes a receding hair line prone to baldness. Mars gives fair or red hair; the moustache is fairer than the hair and beard. Eyes have a quick glance; nose is somewhat bent in the upper 1/2part; lips are thin ; chin narrow; eye-brows beautifully curved.

Jupiter – adds height and girth. Jupiter gives a square chin, full face and full eyes which may be protruding somewhat. Complexion is fresh, fair fair or brown; eye expression is sharp and fiery; baldness often occurs early.

Saturn – shorter, thinness, bonier.  Saturn gives a tall wiry stature, oval thin head; hair dark; eyes brown or blue; seldom looks in the eyes and fixed to the ground usually.

Uranus – makes a person look totally unlike what you expected!

Neptune – Makes a person take on an aura of glamour or mystery. Eyes are large, liquid and beautiful. Could suffer from fluid retention. A “chameleon” type of person.  Neptune gives large dreamy eyes.

Pluto – Intensifies and accentuates everything. Eyes are green or some other improbable color. Flowing hair or beard of mustache. Likes to wear dark "


http://www.astroknowlogy.com/questions/a-planet-conjunct-ascendant-physical-appearance
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